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kak miki&nan

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGH hihi seneng guaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa banget bangetaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan sumpaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! online ym eh ada kak Miki nyapa ya ampuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. orang yang udah gue anggep temen&sahabat&kakak sendiriiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iya sih gue udah nganggep dia kakak&dia nganggep gue adek. dulu tuh kita kenalan di ayodance, terus couple ehehe jadi suka curhat-curhatan dan jadilah kakak-adek wkakwkakkwaw. dia mah sering ngilang suka online suka engga, gue mau sms tapi engga sempet zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. jadiiii dia sekarang tinggal&buka usaha di Jambi, terus yang dia dulu pacaran sama pacarnya yang bernama Mimi sekarang udah tunangan, parah ga ngabarin -_- udah dari september lalu katanya. terus dia kan punya usaha counter hp, mau buka usaha cafe sama warnet lagi di kota tempat dia skrg usaha, katanya sih dia di kabupaten, kalo mau ke Jambi harus menempuh waktu 4 jam (apadeh). katanya mau memajukan SDM tmpt kotanya itu. eh bytheway Miki sama Mimi cocok ya ya gak wahahahah lucu deh. denger mereka tunangan gue langsung berbinar-binar gitu deh, ya ampun enak banget udah jadi orang dewasa...udah mapan, huhuhu sedangkan gue, masih merana di bangku anak kelas 2 smp plus isvill ini :'( mm apalagi ya, katanya si Tom, forum Finalitez mau diramein lagi hihi seneng guee ya ampun kangen banget sama kak Miki, hahah gue ga mikirin apa apa sekarang cuma itu aja, eh jadi pengen pacaran deh -_- kak Miki udah ceramah panjang lebar deh tentang cara milih cowo gini gini lah gitu gitu lah, gue jadi pengen balikan sama nan, ulang semua dari awal dan tentunya SERIUS dan gue ga mau ngecewain dia gue ga mau ngekang dia gue mau dia nikmatin relationship kita, seandainya itu terjadi............................................ :'( GUA MAU SERIUS SERIUS SERIUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. KENAPA HARUS NAN? gatau, soalnya....gue rasa.......gue udah seru aja sama dia.......................gue udah ngerasa dia.....serius.........tapi gue yang ngancurin semuanya gitu aja hanya karena si brengsek sahabatnya itu, dan gue rasa gue seneng kalo sibrengsek dimata nan udah hemm rada gimana gitu. i want you, please come back :'(
oh ya back to kak Miki, dia katanya tingginya 181! woh tingginya -_- ohya katanya dia bulan depan kalo gasalah mau liburan setelah berbulan-bulan kerja gada libur. mau liburan sama camer katanyee ke Jakarta, Jogja, sama Bali. wuekh asik amat. apalagi ya? uhh banyak deh ya, eh udah dulu ya bye blog :)

i'm SO in love :)

when I'm in a relationship with nan, i really really love You And I Both-Jason Mraz and Ride For You-Danity Kane. i love you and i both because....uh Jason sings it...he shouts, and I'll shout the same words too uhhhhh and it makes me going crazy uhhh :)
cause you and i both loved, what you and i spoke of
and ride for you? mmm i love the lyric, it's SO romantic :) oh yaaa 20 minutes ago i was on the phone with nan ihi i really really happyyyyyyy :) and i told him i wanna give my chocolates to him, and he want it :) hihi it makes me happy too :) i don't really like chocolate, but the chocolate's covered with nice ribbon, and i think it will be special if i give it to a person that i really love right now, uhh if nan see this post, I'll be so emberrased :( hahah i hope he won't read this post. okay, because I'm tired, I'm gonna go to bed, bye then :)

LL

ewwwr nan broke me up at wednesday. i didn't cry but i listened to broken hearted songs ew. empfh gatau ya kata anak-anak masa mereka bilang febi caper sih ya sama gue begitu zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. tau tuh anak aneh banget eh bodo amat deh. hari ini mau maen pump rencananya sama dipta, audi, febi, sama icha tapi gatau juga deh audi blm pasti. udah dulu yaaaa byebye :)

stress, angry, TERRIBLE DAY!

what the fuck! i'm stress i'm angry graor. i didn't meet nan today, i'm bored now! you know nan? faris ever picked me up at school, you never do it! kamu tuh pengecut tau ga, faris aja pernah jemput aku disekolah TAU GA! i'm sure, a boy like faris want do everything, not really. i'm sure faris wanna meet me everyday grr you know nan, faris told me he like me! tau ah kesel gua bosen semua fakkk grr. hari ini kamar gua diberesin soalnya my lil sister pengen numpang kasur grr semua barang gua entah kemana! my mom spent 9jt to buy a bed set for my lil sister's birthday gift. grr and now gua tidur di kasur apapula ini tau kan kasur yang bawahnya langsung lantai? fuck banget ah. udah gitu tv gabisa dipake antenanya ga nyampe tau ah nyebelin semuanya tau ga njing. si febi apalagi, gue ngmg baek2 bawa naruto nmr 5 bsk eh dia marah,gue emosi juga dong tau ah gue kesel tau ga nan nyebelinnn! nyokap gua marah2 gara2 gue make tlpn rumah tagihannya 300rb. apasih dia, dia bilang nyari duit setengah mati,dia make duit dari kapolri diabisin semua buat nia nia nia, suck! and now i'm hungry, grr i'm lazy to go out from my bedroom

sunmontue

sunday: went to putri's house. read some comics, borrowed some comics, slept, talked blablabla
monday: went to school, played DDR and pump, went to maestro, met nan z.
tuesday: arabic, math, i.study, i.history, comics, talked, laughed, the internet, laptop, books blablablabye

thufrisat

thursday: went to putri's house, went to amazone to play DDR. WAAW I MET RIZKYYYYYYY wakawkawk, tetap cute seperti biasa. at 7.30 pm went to EF, went home at 9 pm
friday: went to putri's house, borrowed some comics
saturday: went to index artha gading
i want some cotton candy :'(
but i'm lazy to go to minimarket..hey i'm bored with my relationship, i'm not satisfied. and i know now, when i hear or see rizky i feel so happy hahaha maaf nan kalo kamu baca ini, but it's real i feel it i'm apologize baby :(
satnite? i don't know where to go, i wanna meet nan but nan's leg was hurt because he fell from his motorcycle at thu-nite. up to him deh i don't wanna really care uwwwh. faris? faris was sick and he was at qadar hospital at tuesday until friday maybe, he called me ALWAYS to know where was nan, engga lebih. bored sat-nite -,- maybe i wanna do my homework, bahasa. bye bye

eh dapet kabar baru nih, ade gua kan temen EFnya namanya farhan, anak gunjat gityu dech, terus si farhan itu ya pokoknya parah deh bandel banget, ngatain gue pecun masa! kenal aja engga, dia gatau gue ya ternyata? awas ya hari sabtu gue labrak lu njing!
eh ya aku sekarang suka banget sama kata kata "KEPARAT" dan "RIZKY RIZKY RIZKY BENERAN LOH". kalo kata kata keparat aku dapet dari dipta. kata dipta kan waktu dia masih kecil, di sinetron suka ada script yang kata katanya keparat gitu ya, terus dipta kalo naek escalator, yang pegangan bagian ujung escalator terus pegang ama dipta terus dihentak gitu sambil bilang "keparat" ngerti ga kau? susah kalo ga dipraktekin deh pokoknya. terus kalo rizky apalah itu..enek juga gua dengernya ya ahaha.. kalo gue ato siapa ngomong "rizky rizky rizky beneran loh!" itu berarti ada rizky dideket kita, dan kalo gue yang ngomong, orang dideket gue dengan sigap mencari ade kelas yang namanya rizky, terus kalo udah ketemu langsung melanjutkan aktivitasnya..jadi mereka dengan otomatis memusatkan bola mata mereka ke sesosok bocah yang bernama rizky dan dengan gampangnya berpaling lagi melanjutkan aktivitas mereka gitu maksudnya. gatau kenapa ya dipandangan gue dia tuh ebuset manisnya apalagi kalo senyum, awr langsung ngerasa fly gueee! tapi gue yakin setiap gue ngeliat dia, dia tuh tau kalo gue ngeliat dia dan kalo misalnya gue ngeliat dia, dia langsung ngeliat ke gue sepintas dan melanjutkan aktifitasnya.. tapi entah kenapa ya, kalo deket dia tuh rasanya ih males banget sih, tapi kalo udah jauh pengen ngeliat..wakaka never mind~

i wanna tell you about my activities today, yesterday, yesterday, and yesterday;
sunday: i'm forgot uhh i didn't do anything. i stayed, slept, watched tv, plyed ddr..
monday: studied at school, played DDR at amazone, went to maestro.
tuesday: studied at school, went to putri's house, went to EF.
today: studied at school, played DDR at amazone, went to maestro, MET NAN!
but nan didn't stay long time because he may not arrive at home lately. i'm happy to meet him. but i'm not sure about my feeling awr.. i love nan but i like rizky. but i'm sure, i'm serious about this relationship.. nan is a boy that not do everything for his girlfriend. sometimes, if i'm thinking about my relationship, i remember febi. febi same like me, we will do everything for our love. that's why, i keep our relationship. i wanna stay with him for long time, forever maybe? i want him to be my last.. never mind, don't remember it anymore gi. and now, i just wait wait wait and wait.. our relationship will stay for long time, won't we?
eh tadi kan gua nelepon (?) nan ya, maghrib tuh, terus lagi adzan, udah gitu gua nanya "kamu dimana?" he said "depan rumah kamu" eh pantesan di tempat dia kok ada suara adzannya mirip banget sama adzan masjid deket rumah gua.. haha little sweet surprise. kemaren sih dia janji mau nemuin gue. alhamdulillah sih ya dia nepatin janji. ah tapi gue sebenernya masih kangen, buangeet! ketemu dia cuma 2 menit kali wrr. sudahlah.. i'm a girl who do anything for my boyfriend, gue gamau dia dapet masalah..

thanks for great day

i woke up at 6.50 am then i took a bath then went to school. alhamdulillah student council's jacket was done so i can use it. i'm satisfied.. then i went to home at 1.30 with putri then i went to supermal karawaci to play DDR and go to do re mi. after that i went to amazone again and play DDR and pump with dipta. then i met putri ewr she's cute ahaha. then my mom picked me up then we went to siloam, my sister was sick. then i went home and i played DDR again at home. at 7.30 pm, nan came to my house, we talked and we went to somewhere at 7.40 pm. we went to his friend's gf, then went to my school woow. then we went back home because it's going to rain. and ewr the road was muddy z and it's great i love that part awkawkaward. nan and me laughed and he drove me home ahh i love you so much babyyy. hey, he said he want to pick me up from school at monday. i hope he can pick me up from school awrawrawr i love youu! oh ya, i'm forgot, yesterday our anniversary lohhh. we're in a relationship for 1 year 8 months 1 day now i really really love you babbbbbee

tell me what were gonna do now!

ah i'm bored bored booooored! currently chatting at facebook with ihsan virgianto. groar hey, how about earth hour? i was playing ayodance 10 minutes ago and people keep online -,- and my family didn't switch off the electricity too ahaha, who cares -,- and at facebook too, 15 of 290 friends is online now wakaka. wait a minute, in my msn, there are 22 friends online wakaka. hey, look at kharis' (pukha) personal message: "i feel soo comfortable when i hold her hand n she sleep on my shoulder" wew, what happened PU-KHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA? what are they doing? wakaka i don't know, and i know now, putri is aggressive girl too, ahaha how funny are they -,-
oh ya, mm 30 minutes ago, tori (victoria calista jaids) asked me to go to mol~ (read: supermal karawaci) to go eat something, she was really hungry haha, but i didn't go with her because i'm too lazy to go to mol~ and my father was angry to me so i'm sure he won't let me go bzzzzzzzz then tori decided to go to bed, she said. theen my sister used the laptop because i'm so counfused and i wanna lie on bed and listen to music. i heard Smile-Lily Allen, 1 2 3 4-Plain White T's, Halo-Beyonce, and If It Kills Me-Jason Mraz. then, my sister needed my help to gb (do you know gb?) at ayodance, and i saw tori was online wakaka she didn't go to bed, she was cooking instant noodle then. ahhhhh i don't know what to do right now and ihsan can't go to my house :( i really really miss him you knooow ihsaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan! i know you will read this post, you disappointed to me you know, and yeah you know it -,-
and and and, my sister bought padang satay wakaka. ihsan know i'm disappointed because him and he send me many chat, he asked me "kamu lagi kesel kan sama aku" wakaka and now he know my behavior when i'm angry to him -,- eh i wanna do another things ya, i wanna chatting with ihsan~ bye blog muah

today

wew, ujian IPA sama SKI. gila fisikanya gua ngasal semua yang itung2an, what the fuck dah. udah gitu pulang jam stngah 1 kan ya, trus jam 2an ke rumah uti huahaha, terus nyuru faris bawa nan kerumah uti☺ hihi nan cute banget sih ya, ya ampuun X) udah gitu tidur di rumah uti sampe waktunya les maestro. abis les, gue diskusi math, lumayaan deh, dikit dikit bisa. terus maen sama nan wakaka sekitar jam 9 kurang 10 sampe jam 10.20 kira kira hihi seneng banget guaaaaaa ngeliatin mukanya yang cute, si zz tapi tetep tak terkalahkan! (apa banget dah)

todaaaay

jam 11 maen MT di 21 lippo sama kharis dan febi. pulang jam 2 langsung online, maen ayodance dengan my lovely ihsan, wakaka.. beberapa screenshot:

ayoo loncat ay wakakaka

woo jauh amat kita yaaa wakaka

lucu banget pas gogo baru liat gue pasangannya loncat loncat hihi wakaka

ichi!

inilah ichiku tercinta hihi.



bajunya udah dibrodol-brodolin sama anak anak bodoh zz. sifadhil dengan pintarnya jadiin baju ichi sebagai topi! zzzz orang goblok.. -_-