ASTAGAAA

gue yang dulu;



sekarang;




fuck.

pilih apa?

jadi.....sesudah gue tes di dwiwarna gue bilang ke bokap "ayah beliin laptop baru ya kalo lulus tes" dan bokap gue memberi tanda hijau, dia nanya gue mau laptop apa..
karena gue orangnya orang yang menyimpan banyak aplikasi di laptop...jadi gue perlu yang tahan lama..dan juga speakernya harus gede suaranya !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tadinya gue memutuskan untuk memilih Toshiba Qosmio aja, tapi 18 inch..gede banget -_-
terus tadi baru aja gue browsing Mac...macbook pro juga kayaknya bagus buat game2an, oke gue sebenernya ga maen game2an tapi gue butuh yang speakernya suaranya kenceng -_-
sepertinya saya akan memilih macbook pro aja deh...
13 inch ato 15 inch? sepertinya 13 inch aja deh -___-
memorynya 500GB woh @_@

MAU KURUS KAYAK DULUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

gue ga percayaaaaaaaa mau kalian bilang "elu tinggi sih jadi tetep aja keliatan kurus"

jadi...kenapa badan gue jadi gendut abis kayak gini?
dulu pas liburan kenaekan kelas tahun 2009..sekitar bulan Mei kalo ga salah, gue sering maen PUMP sama temen-temen gue.. yang ga tau pump itu apa, itu loh yang maenan kayak Dance Dance Revolution, yang panah diinjek injek..tapi bedanya kalo PUMP ada 5 panah..
NAH! gue pas itu lumayan jago dan gue tambah kurus berkat maen seminggu lebih dari 4 kali (-__-)
dan alhasil uang jajan gue pun tersisa sangat dikit...
nahhh udah gitu pas sekitar bulan juni akhir, gue udah mulai suka korea2an..dan alhasil kerjaan gue dirumah cuma maen laptop, dan makan.. SIAL BANGETTTTT sayang banget badan gue kurus dulu jadi membengkak..
lalu mulai tambah parah pas bulan oktober..di paha gue ada kayak garis merah2 gitu, kata temen gue itu gara2 kegendutan omg omg omg :(
tapi karena gue ga olahraga olahraga, alhasil gue jadi gendut begini..

WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO?

maen pump tuh enak loh, ngebakar kalori banyak, karena loncat2..udah gitu asik bareng temen dan pake musik maennya..

oke gue putuskan...mulai besok sampe gue selese UN, gue ngegym dirumah.. kebetulan ada alat gym dirumah..ada thread mill, sepeda sama alat yang buat sit up (pamer)
udah gitu abis UN gue mulai maen pump lagi..

target gue sebelum masuk SMA harus kurus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dulu berat badan gue cuma 54 kg loh, sekarang berapa coba? hampir 70.. omg overweight banget gue! gue lebih milih tambah kurus daripada tambah tinggi..
tinggi gue udah enough banget makasih ya Allah tinggi saya 170 cm :)

tolong jangan kepd-an...

me, playing I Love You - Narsha BEG feat. Jang Geung Ee

toa(ade): "kak ganti lah!"
gue: "bodo"

rewind..

ASTAGHFIRULLAH najis najis najis najis banget -_-
gue baca postingan blog gue pas pertama kali gue bikin blog ini..
astaghfirullah alay abis hahaha -_-

eeh bokap kenapa sih nyebelin banget drtd nelpon gue marah marah mulu!
pertama, ade gue kan makan di kamar, gue kasih tau baik2 eh ga mau makan diluar. yaudah piringnyz gue bawa keluar bodo amat mo nangis juga, enak aja entar kamar gue bau lagi!
itu sekitar jam 12..trus bokap nelpon gue marah marah SIAPA YANG SALAH EMANGNYA SIH?
niaaaaaaaaaa mulu yang dibelain!
-____________________-


bokap: "kamu itu udah tau ayah bunda ga dirumah ya mbok jadi contoh yang bener jangan tangisin mulu adeknya!"

BODO AMAT WOOOOOOOOOOOOI GUE YANG BENER -___-

give up?

maaf sebelumnya..posting ini ga jelas.. yang gue tulis dibawah ngegambarin gimana perasaan gue sekarang..

oke give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
prediksi gue salaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
mati aja loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

kembali depresi -______________-

NIGA MIBDA~~~~~~~~~~
NEO BABO!
ARE YOU BLIND?

ooooo over love is pain pain oooo oh over love
now it's over yeayea YEAAAAAAAAAAAAH
I'm heartsick..
heal me..
be crazy...
can't let you go..............
I never thought...it will be ended like this..
but I still love you

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

oh yeah I know you are sweet but it makes me hurt :(

bad mood bad mood bad mood

gila gila gila

Mayang: "IHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ORANG GILAAAAAAAA -_-"
Gue: "engga kok gue ga gila"

emang gue gila ya?


entar pas SMA ada yang bilang gue gila ga ya?

kelas 7.......normal
kelas 8.........agak gangguan
kelas 9...........udah beneran gila

I will miss you guys :)
Tahun ke tahun berlalu cepet banget ya?
Ga kerasa bentar lagi bakal masuk SMA.....

Gue: (bergerak, melakukan hal hal aneh)
Fikri: (ngeliatin gue sambil bibir kirinya keatas)
Gue: Apa? Gue ga gila kok

beberapa detik kemudian.......

Fikri: (bergerak gerak melakukan hal aneh)
Gue: IH FIKRI GILAA

Lately, I've been tryna fight whatever's pulling us under
it's got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me:
Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart
And I won't stand it if were broken apart

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance

Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that
I just can't hear that
and know
Wherever you wanna take me
I'll go
I've been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me

lagu Ride For You - Danity Kane
lagunya gue banget.......................